First impressions of old self

Hello dear friends and foes!

Long time no see eh? Well hope you all have had so far a pleasant week, we're heading towards the weekend soon and of course you all know what my thoughts are on weekends. Yes, the p-word.

Good. You know me quite well by now.


My new awakening, or should we say, my redemption(sounds so cool doesn't it?) is working out fine. Finally there's a lot of breathing space, and loads of freetime which eases the mind.

One thing does concern me.

It feels like all the pieces are coming toghether. Things are working out just the way they should. But as always, there's one piece missing from the perfect picture. And that missing piece is of course a partner.

Thats something that ALL people strive for. A partner. Someone to share life with. Because as they say, love is the strongest of all bonds. And it is the thing that keeps us going.

Now for my own part, a partner seems to be the last thing I need...but at the same time its the only thing that is left TO need. Which makes things very wierd.

Not bad. Not good either. Of course, at my age(just guess my age), a life partner can seem rather ridiculous. No i'm not THAT young, but young enough.

One thing is for certain though. When you do find someone, that special someone who can make your stomach tickle, make your face blush, make your heart bounce and make you do crazy things that you would otherwise never do...then you know you've found someone special.

It would be appropriate for me to say now, "And now the hunt begins..." But I can't. I don't want the hunt to begin. Not yet.

Women should know, that we men love to hunt. It's what we do. And even though a relationship is by far better, the constant crave for the hunt still remains inside us. Good or bad, thats just how it is.

Well enough babble.

This is merely me writing down my thoughts so I can get a good nights sleep. I urge you all to do the same, it can help.

Want some advice? Even though I don't know you, I swear this will be some kind of advice to ya.

"Lighten up. Don't take the things you take seriously, so serious. Life is still what you make it. You make it serious, it will get serious. This doesn't mean you shouldn't avoid consequences. Because they will always be there. Remember that."

And of course to top it all off...my motto, my quota, my thing that I say:

Life is what you make it. Nothing else. If you choose to sit on a sofa and watch tv, then thats how you make your life. Don't be suprised. If you choose to be out partying and getting drunk and not remembering where you wake up, then thats how you make your life. Don't be suprised.


Over and out my friends.

Have at ya!